My Timed Entry

hey

i honestly dont know what to type

my feelings are strangling me

i really feel so confused rn like neither happy nor sad

i just.....well there is this guy

i like him

he liked me

we dated then he lost intrest

he lost intrest but kept on dating me

he didnt talk to me in school cause apparently he got embarrassed and didnt wanna be the centre of attention

we dated for barely 2 months

i broke up with him cause i saw the fact that he lost intrest

but......i am not angry with him cause he lost interest i am angry cause he kept dating me evn if he lost interest

it has been legit eight months

but i still think about him every single day

i absolutely hate this

what did i ever do to deserve this

i feel very very sad

but

i think i love him enough to let him go

i jst am very tired of likinng him

i hate this'

i dont wanna like him

i want to stop