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Whenever I’m going through something I always keep it in me, everything piling up inside me. Sometimes i post cryptic things on Twitter to let some of it out. I know to myself that I need to talk to someone, but I just can’t bring myself to. I really want to, I crave talking to someone, but I just can’t for reasons I don’t even know anymore. Whenever friends actually reach out to me I just pass it off lightly or as a joke never actually opening up. Even just moments ago I tweeted that I want to talk to someone and a friend then messaged me. Then it dawned on me, that it’s not that I have no one to talk to but it’s that I don’t know how to open up. I’m just crying endlessly because I’m afraid that I might never be able to open up to anyone and all these feelings will be shoved deep within me and I can’t share or let out some of it. I’m afraid that someday it will take a toll and I wouldn’t be able to take it anymore. I’m scared because I don’t know how to open up. I don’t know how talk about my worries and fears. It’s getting very lonely up in my head.
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Hey!
Get a writing book! And just write and write.
Writing is good if you can't open up- just like me!
Or just write it here! I can talk to you if you're able to share it anonymously here?
Please find a way to let out. There are good people out there and you will find them!
Replyi hear you. i dont tell anyone my feelings. its all buried deep inside. im good at hiding my feelings. every time i think about it my brain tells me that they'll abandon me. no one knows anything about me. i dont let them get close. the last person i let get close abandoned me.
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