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knowing when the end is, can help you plan a bucket list. Things to do before you kick the bucket. Those who know me well know I plan my trips based on my appetite. I'm very much looking forward to enjoying what's next. I look forward to the eternal sleep and if there is a heaven/hell, well only god knows. The no physical pain is also a big plus to look forward to but until the actual end, there is stuff to at least somewhat ease the pain. In a sense part of my bucket list is similar to elements of jouhatsu. I do not want others to know I've passed. I've made my arrangements. I just despise goodbyes. I've become more awkward as it is, foot in my mouth so to speak. I did not live a regretless life but it was also not full of regrets. In a sense I write this as a my form of cathartic goodbye, to be anonymous in life and also in the end. It was a glass half full kind of life at least.
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