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its been a while since i last visited this website in order to find some answers to the questions i keep asking myself over and over again.
i have a boyfriend and for some point i thought he was everything i wanted and more. we are dating since march 2022. we've loved each other for almost 4 years now but the timing was never on our side and things were not meant to be until march 2022. Things were good; he loves me and i love him, we want a future together and like a said we've been waiting forever for our opportunity.
sounds amazing, huh? like a dream. and thats how he made me feel, like im living in a daydream.
but.
on november 2022, i met someone else. and he turned my life upside down. he is smart, kind, loving, funny and loves me more than anything in this world (or so he says, but i believe him) i believe every single word that comes out of his mouth. because i love him. the trickiest part is that i would have never doubt about my relationship with my boyfriend if this new guy have never showed up in my life.
he says he respects my relationship and that he doesnt want to get between me and my boyfriend; he also says that he will take distance so i can get my happiness back. but i dont want him to ever leave. part of me wants to take the risk and give him an opportunity cause i really feel like he deserves it. but the other part of me is a coward and would never tell my boyfriend that i want to break up with him after everything we've been thru. we've been thru the good, the bad and the ugly together. he loves me. and i love him too. but its a more mature love.
with this other guy........ its like a fairytale.
im just so confused right now. my head and my heart are a mess. i dont want to risk what i already have and finding out that that thing i thought i wanted, wasnt really worth it. i know its very selfish. i know. and i know my boyfriend doesnt deserves this. im being a cruel person with him (even tho he has no idea about it). i dont eve enjoy sex with him anymore........... i dont even mind spending days without seeing eachother. i think the answer is very clear but i just dont want to deal with the whole thing cause i dont want to hurt him. i care about him. i cant do this to him but i cant be with him giving half of the love i could give him.
somebody please tell me something. im going crazy.
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What if you break up with your boyfriend only to find out that things don't work out with this other guy? Unless you really do want to dump your boyfriend I say to keep going with him for now and wait and see how things go with the other one before you decide anything.
Replyyou should not betray him you are actually being selfish it is just like getting used to an old toy and craving for the new one as you grow older.
ReplyNeither of these guys can deliver the lasting peace love, and happiness you desire so much. These cherished states can't be provided, attained, produced, achieved, or secured. They are your true nature and show up and shine through your being and energize your actions when you realize this is so. You are on a journey of discovering, actually, uncovering your true potential. Your relationship with your significant other can be an important part of that. Either of these guys can, perhaps, be major contributors. Decide which one can best enhance your personal journey. There is no wrong answer here. You will do fine with either one.
Replyi mean, you staying with your bf is kind of like you just using him at this point, but you leaving your bf for another guy who might not be so great after all, is it really worth it? your playing with both, honestly I think you should back off from the other guy for a while and if things don't really work with your bf, then ig, but you're hurting your bf when you're not even enjoying things with him, so try to talk ig?
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