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MY RED AND GREEN FLAG
7 months ago · · Love,
I am no where to go now...
I was very sad today because I was listing in my notes the red and green flags that I am experiencing with my boyfriend, and the red flags almost filled my notes. I know I was just pushing myself to wait for him to succeed, but I don't see the point in staying any longer; I don't feel special or cared about by him. We've been in a long-distance relationship for 5 years and have never had the opportunity to spend a full week or a month together. I never begged him to stay by my side because if he truly loves me, he will never be able to bear the thought of being apart from me.
It is extremely difficult for me to let him go, even though I know it is the best thing for me to avoid the pain I am experiencing every day and to sleep without overthinking.
Tired of feeling lonely every day and waiting for him to message me, as well as waiting for him to succeed in his career, which I can see he isn't pursuing.