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hi, im carter, im a guy, five foot four, sixteen (turning seventeen soon) and doesnt know what the hell to do with his life. there was this guy that I met online (ofc it had to be online.) it was in aug 21 2021, he was, my dream boat to be completely honest, he knew me for who i was, he knew what i like, what i didnt like, how i was, and what i feel about this thing or that, everything. he knew, me. and after a few weeks or so i began developing feelings for this dude, and little did i know, he did too. his name is theodore, hes spanish (i think? im not sure anymore this was a long time ago), he has dark hair, he said he was sixteen at the time, he hated sweets, he loves black coffee (not sure), and likes cats. months passed and he announces to me that he just tested positive on covid, i was worried about him and stuff, he then sends me a text saying; "creo que me gustas, mucho, y joder sé que hemos hablado unas pocas veces pero quien manda los jodidos sentimientos¿" "esta mierda es vergonzosa porque creo que te gusta alguien, pero sabes¿ me da exactamente igual" or something like that. he confessed to me right after telling me he tested positive. very romantic right? hahaha i didnt know what to think at the time, i was fifteen, young, dumb, and easy to get distracted. i then tell him i felt the same way, so we go on days and days with 'i like you's n all that. we werent a thing, but we sure as hell werent "just friends". a month or two flies by, and just suddenly, poof! he disappears. without a trace, a goodbye,or an explanation. but hell, i was in love with this guy, so, i waited, and waited, and waited, for months. and in (2022) he suddenly just comes back saying hes been trying to find ways to contact me and all, and that he missed me n stuff. so we spend time with each other, i was, blinded i guess, i didnt know anything, it was my first time being this inlove with someone. one day, i finally decide, hey, im gonna ask this dude out to officially be my boyfriend. i ask him out, he then denies me but proceeds to insist on him asking ME out. of course i loved him so i said yes. we became something, and it felt like home. until one day, i find myself on vacation with my family (it was near christmas at the time) i was on the couch waiting for him to go on so we could talk and, i find this account, similar to his instagram username (his username on ig was kigattheo on the other acc it was kiqattheo) and he had the bio of that one tiktok, the "I just stay in my room too long but i finally have a gf and shes the bomb". yea, that one. he had that bio and had a girl's @ tagged on his bio, her bio finishd the lyrics, i thought, maybe this is a coincidence so i had to check out her boyfriends pictures on her profile and oh boyy, we had the same boyfriend ahah. and this point i was blowing up his phone and i somehow threatened him that if he didnt respond or explain to me what that is and who she is then i would ask her directly. he admitted into cheating and it had been going on for two weeks. i told the girl she was dating my boyfriend so we both broke up with him, i then found out he pretended to be a trans man in her dms and told her a bunch of lies. i was sixteen at this time, she told me my boyfriend lied about his age, and that he was actually NINETEEN. turning god damn twenty. i then confronted him and he saw no point in lying and finally admitted that he actually WAS nineteen, and that he had lied to her about things. i blocked him and i hope she did too, so theodore, my "dummy", my "baby" if youre out there knowing this is about you. i just want you to know that i wish you burn in hell.<3
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