everything. (kinda long)

it started with me being 7. she moved in, she made you do drugs, you almost died from overdose. she was the reason that we had to move. she was physically abusive to you, and i watched and videotaped it. it was terrifying, and my friends (which felt like sisters, were even younger then me and watching. while y'all were passed out on the couch, i had to take care of them, i made them waffles, got them lunch, took them to school, it wasn't fair that she did that to you, you didn't deserve that. and yes i do miss you, but i do wish you would treat me better than "just a child" because i'm not anymore, i have feelings, emotions, reactions, AN OPINION, that matters. now you live with your girlfriend, which i hate because when she was living there, everything was my fault, i had to do everything for the cat, for the dog, for myself, i couldn't handle it anymore, school was hell, bullying, i barely wanted to get up every morning but school was honestly an escape for me, or grandmas. which is sad that i didn't feel at home because you said you would do better than which i was living in before.