Are You Real?

You wake up in the morning look at your whatsapp and find no messages. You say you don"t care. Then why do you do it every day? You walk by the corridors of your college and a girl walks by and you don"t greet her. Reason being she never greeted you. Is it the real reason? You don"t care for the feelings of others saying you are not going to be with them forever. Then why do you help them? You look at some posts in FB and want to reply with harsh words but you don"t do so. As you have some family members in your friend"s list. What are you hiding from? You want to slap that bitch that betrayed you more than once. What is it that is stopping you? You hate your teacher for using you for her work and later not helping you. Then why are you still in her class? You want to motivate others living a better life but have no idea of your own future. Why do you want to motivate for? The people you helped forget you and never revert back your calls. Why do keep helping them? You hate your daily routine of going to college and wasting another day of your life. Why don"t you stop going then? You wish you could run away from home and lead a different life. Why aren"t you doing so? You say she is different and won"t betray you like others, yet you doubt her always. Why are you in a relation than. You wish you had no family and that you did not have any responsibilities in your life. Why aren"t you confronting them? You feel you have a better life than others but still type this whole message. Why don"t you stop then? You think of stopping yet still type. Why wouldn"t you listen to yourself? You turn insane sometimes and talk to no one for a while. Why don"t you remain the same? You hate this world and wish it was destroyed yet fear for your own life. What are you afraid of? You have friends yet you don"t trust them. Why do feel alone than? You look at yourself and feel pain inside. Why do you dwell in the past than? You look at the future and have uncertainties. Why don"t you work on it then? People say you are different. Why do you feel the same ugliness inside you that you see in others then? You think the world is bad and that only bad should be done to them. Why do you fear the God then? You believe in doing good and that good will always follow you. Why have you turned so sour then?