Stressed out

I am so stupid. I shouldn't even be typing right now I have so many things to do and learn before to tomorrow and I should be freaking out right now. So, many things to learn and memorize. Most are counting on me and some think less of me. It's so frustrating! If, only I could turn back time or something. That way I could have study more or something. I'm hardly even going to have enough sleep tonight. I have to wake up at 5, get dressed, eat, get to my location at 6:30 and still make it look like I'm ready and slept well. If, I have horrible bags under my eyes i9n the morning I'm going to scream. Gosh, I hate myself. Why in the world did I accept that offer. Why.