a tiny world i wish i lived in

i just feel like, i don't belong here, i don't belong in this place. i have to go somewhere, somewhere that no one knows me. if i could change my identity, it'll be better or at least i can fake my birth date. i wish i could see the world outside my country, running trough the hill with tall grass, laying on the flowers bed, live alone in the small cottage , and doesn't have to go to the office because i have everything on my farm . i wish i could adopt a dog to be my company, a buddy who can accept me whoever i am, a friend who always by my side, a listener who never tired hearing my annoying voice, a emotional support for me to hug when i feeling sad.

it doesn't matter if i don't get any updated gadget or technology, i have what i need in my tiny world. no one dares to disturb it. i just need a little peace, a little empty space for me to feel save, to get know myself better, to manage my emotions. maybe one day, i'm ready to meet someone new on the place that i wish i lived in.