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This is my first post. I don’t know what to write. I don’t know how to give voice to my inner feelings. But I definitely feel the need to share them. I am in continues depression. My 24*7 consists of depression, anxiety, panic attacks. Tried a Counselor once. He just didn’t listen to me but refered me to another doctor who just prescribed medication. But all I wanted is to share. I have nobody to talk to. I have no friends. My family does not understand the problem, I am broke, jobless. I Don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. Rather this tunnel seems endless to me. I feel like I am in the middle of this ocean continuously engulfed by these huge ocean of depression. Thought of ending my life many times but couldn’t gather the courage. Seems like I am a failure on that front too. I lack self confidence. I don’t find any talent inside of me. It’s been 5 years since I am fighting with this. Everything looks bleak. I need help. But cannot find any. I am hopeless, useless, aimless. What should I do? Where would I go? Can I ever get better? Or is this the life for me? This constant suffering is my future. I don’t know. But I know that only death can help me out.
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I could copy and paste your message bro/sis... Atleast you could find the words I can't even find the words whenever I get to the typing page i have no idea where to start. I cannot do anything.. i am unsuccessful in everything I try.. I am sinking deeper and deeper in a hole i can't take myself out.. i started needing something to happen in a year, then turned to 6 months then turned into a month, then a week, now i am at a point where i need something to happen right now.. I was raised in a Christian home where we were taught prayer helps. I tried that till I have lost all faith.. #feeling hopeless..
ReplyDon't give up on prayer just yet, it's very powerful. God is there and He does listen. He may not give you exactly what you want exactly when you want it but you will never regret putting your faith in Him. "For we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
ReplyTrust me I really really am teying my parents would tell me the reason why i pulled through was because of prayer or God.. now it's my turn to be a parent i pray but me and my daughter sleep hungry.. were they saying something different? What's the difference?? Then uu go out someone who doesn't pray or maybe atleast I'm assuming good job, good life is called a good father coz he can manage to take daughter to theme parks and make birthdays... But it's okay I'll see what happens..
ReplyI understand it can be hard but prayer is the right track. God will always provide for you. Jesus said, "Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds!" God makes sure the stars travel the right path, He provides food for the animals, He controls the flow of the tides, He even keeps atoms held together using forces scientists don't even understand. And the same God that does all of that is on your side!
ReplyI'll try!! Thank you but i know how much I cried to him begged.. I even included words like "atleast" in my prayers and nothing gave in..
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