the cave inside the woods

when the outer world are too overwhelming for me i caved inside this hollow place inside a wide forest of fairytales that i think save enough to protect me from the danger outside. not knowing that maybe it will drawn me inside its magnificent world and make me forget about the reality i have to face. i find friends here. there is a prince i like very much altho it turns out he is not even a prince and this world is not real. its actually a horrifying imagination of what i wanted all these times. a world i created by myself while actually all these time what i did was only.. staying.. still.. inside that hollow cave. it take a great courage to go out from that perfect fantasy, an intoxicating fantasy and a calling from something that is bigger than me and this world that lead me into the path that will lead me outside of that place. im very lucky i get to hear His calling. i hope no one will go to that place ever again.