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I'm only 13. I'm not old. Not even close. I went through a really bad time throughout my entire childhood with depression and now I just don't feel like anything. I still think about suicidal thoughts like when I was 7-12 but the feeling is more mellow. I get sad that my childhood is fading more and more away. I go back and watch old videos I really enjoyed and I wish to just be stuck frozen in time. I don't know of any other way to just stop everything without dying. I'm scared of everything, and it's all moving too fast. I don't know my purpose or anything about me. My favorite color or show, I just want to stop time and stay here. Or for it all to stop, I don't know.
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Hey I've been there. You don't need to know your purpose now. I didn't and still don't know and am learning about myself at 29. What do you need to do now is to open yourself up to the myriad of experiences and senses, it's through those you use those as a mirror to yourself or a mirrors held for you. Listen.
Hey it will get better. I grew up seeing my world was black and white. But now I can see new colours. It's brave to continue forward, brave isn't the absence of fear but continuing despite it.
ReplyYou sound like my sister. She's around your age. I love her so much. Thank you so much for writing this. It really does mean a lot. You didn't have to take the time to write this, but you did, and it really means a lot to me.
I'm glad you're finding yourself. I'll keep trying to find myself as well. Please treat yourself well; thank you.
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