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My Unsent Letter (To the Latinas who love me and also destory me)
1 year ago · 0 · Confession, +11
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Disclaimer: I am not being mean to them. it being truthfully honest with myself and hiding my past trauma and shame. In addition, if i do managed to be in with a Latina in the future. She may or she may not understands about harsh rejection and toxic past relationship.
I am currently seeking therapy to resolve my issues. Unfortunately, it not working. The damage is already done.
" I dont want hurt you." That was last words I heard from them. The last time I'll be with them to be in future relationships. The sad part " I am Latino." Even though is the past. But, the past traumatic events still hurt me.
They cheated on me while my back was turn. They shame me for not being latino enough. They pressure to have children knowing that the children are not biological mine. They rejected me for not Latino enough. But, when another person with different background ask them out they have no problems to accepting into the relationships. However, they do come back to me after that person with different backgrounds used them or got them pregnant or treat them badly.
It's is true that sticking with own culture and ethnicity is better. But, as for me. I ended up with the toxic ones and crazy ones. That ended with trust issues.
I known there good ones out there. But, because of my toxic past and trust issues. I've given up and never give them a chance.
To the Latinas. I am truly sorry. That reject them and not seeing the good side of them. It might a take miracle, or a good chemical compatibility, or years of developing trust, or good timing.
Unfortunately, I'll rather die alone, or go to war. If ever go back. They hurt me too much.
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