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Irrational phobia of existing/Crappy attempt at rationalising my identity crisis
1 year ago · 0 · bad poetry, +3 · Explicit
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I'm not (OK?)
I'm not an artist, just an idiot who makes art,
I'm not a writer, just a fool who likes to write,
I'm not an actor, just a moron who knows the part,
I'm not a scholar, just a twat who's rarely right.
Cause I'm not anything, anything at all!
No, I'm not anything, anything, that's final!
I'm not gay, I feel no attraction towards my same sex,
I'm not straight, I can't imagine being with my opposites,
I'm not bi, no person can make me want to intermix,
I'm not enby, maybe I've too many prerequisites.
Cause I'm not anything, anything at all!
No, I'm not anything, anything, that's final!
I'm not an introvert, seeing all compliments as empty flattery
I'm not an extrovert, able to get with any situation,
I'm not an ambivert, lacking charge in a social battery,
I'm not an omnivert, got a personality with no solid foundation.
Cause I'm not anything, anything at all!
No, I'm not anything, anything, that's final!
I'm not an authcom, loss of liberty is far too high a cost,
I'm not an authcap, quite frankly that is cringe,
I'm not an ancom, faith in humanity is entirely lost,
I'm not an ancap, dog eat dog is quite unhinged.
Cause I'm not anything, anything at all!
No, I'm not anything, anything, that's final!
I've said it over and over like a mantra in my head,
Through anonymity online, I feel a lot less depressed,
But with all this pressure to conform, I'd rather be dead,
Than to break free, for quell the gnawing dread,
Apathy, the starving beast that must be constantly fed,
This charade of being typical is making me depressed,
But I don't want to be a burden and on others to depend,
Just need to toughen up, bounce back, harden like lead,
Though unlike it, my density and fortitude is completely unprepared,
To withstand such crushing forces, from which I must defend,
Just want to be nothing, desire to not exist, to simply say "I don't dream, therefore I'm not"
I'm not!
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