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okay, i genuinly love my best friends. We've been friends for more than half my life. But lately it feels like they don't appreciate me. And i might be wrong, but this is just how i feel. I always text my friends at least few times a day to see how they are doing if we don't end up facetiming. I'm always showering them with love, and hugs, and kisses, and if i'm in one of my "moods" at least a tiktok or two a day to make sure they know i'm thinking about them and that i still appreciate them. and idk i might just be dramatic but i feel like they don't appreciate me like i do them. And usually i'm like thats fine whatever it probably just bc they are white/white washed so it's not in the culture yk? but like I was feeling terrible yesterday, because i'm sick, and so today i stayed home. not once did any of them ask me how i was doing. however i asked how their day was and how they were feeling but no still didn't get any concern or anything. and ik they go through things, like they talk to me about it all the time, but come on really? it wouldn't even take away thirty seconds of your time to ask me how i'm feeling. but like, should i be hurt? or am i just dramatic? and just to be clear this isn't like the only time it's happened, i just sorta ignored it yk. oh and also. today i texted one of them i'm crying rn call me. she did asked me if i was fine i said yea but and she was like okay i'm gonna go. LIKE GIRL. and then i started telling the other one. she at least asked me why. i started telling her the story and then someone some other friend called her and she said i'm gonna go talk to them. LIKE AT LEAST LET ME FINISH. i let you talk to me for literally 5 hours straight about your problems with no interuptions and it's like i can't even get 5 minutes of your time. idk man. i'm just frusterated. but i feel like asking them about or talking about it with them won't help yk. i'll get over it ig. it's just hard because i see so many other friendships where both of them feel so loved by the other and i feel like i'm the only one showing love in ours. i still wouldn't give them up for anything. just frusterated
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