Depressed

I have stooped enjoying things which I used to and nothings seems to push me anymore. I don't feel the will to accept that anyone can actually care for me, I have been rejected so many times based on my appearance, guys don't care for the inside beauty but what attracts them physically and ones whom I had been with used for latter. I feel like maybe it's me that doesn't fall to the standards to time, I just keep pushing myself but nothing changes. I just feel that it's never gonna be enough.