I feel bad

So me and my sibling were arguing over something petty and I hit him. I gucking hit him. He was in my personal space just hovering over me and I told him to give me my space and didn't move. I got up and I told him to stop. Then, he got closer to my face as if to get me angry and I just snapped. I felt like he wasn't repspecting my what I was asking him for and I just reacted too quick. I slapped him on the face nor hard just one that sent him and me into shock. I believe my pride was hurt and that shouldn't have reacted that way. I don't know what to do. I know that shouldn't have done that. I just know. I just don't know why I couldn't have held myself back from it. I'm ashamed of myself and I don't know what to do. I feel like a bad sister. I don't know what went to through my mind.

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