How I met my boyfriend... LOL

I never liked making the first move

I definitely never needed to chase a man

But you were never the plan

Your brown eyes

I was dying to crawl inside

To see what secrets you hide

Behind your lips

I knew then

Falling for you would rip me apart

I wasn't supposed to want you

I wasn't even going to pursue

My ex's best friend

How scandalous of me?

There is nothing else I would rather be

Knowing looks from across the rim of your drink

I feel like I can't even think

You'll be the death of me

Believe me

I tried to stay away

Be the good girl everyone expects of me

But falling for you set me free

You have this aura about you

We both knew what we would be walking into

What a dangerous game this would be

You couldn't decide if you would play with me

It was always the chase

Except we both knew that wasn't the case

We had been oh so lucky to always have company

Until one night we weren't

You came over for a drink

Just you and me

And some Hennessy

Somehow we ended up in my bed

And all I could see was red

I was never good at thinking ahead

I swung my leg over your lap

Was this some sort of trap?

Getting so close I was sharing your breath

Whispering sweet nothings in your ear

I was so close it was almost hard to bear

Your hands on my body

Would my skin ever feel the same?

You're whispering my name

And when you finally caved

I had never felt more depraved

How did I live this long?

Never knowing you

How you feel under my body

How your lips tasted

Was half of my life a waste?

My clothes littered the floor

God I needed more

One thing led to the next

I was hexed

The way you took my body

Lead the way

I would never be the same

Maybe it was the fact I wasn't supposed to have you

Maybe it was the Hennessy

Maybe I was exactly where I was supposed to be