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Last year I had been in the worst heartbreak with an ex girlfriend...
then around December of 2022, my ex and I got a closure and I knew I was good and healed and finally moved on...
No more thoughts about my ex that much, I wish her well, no more resentment or bitterness.
February 2023, I met this guy, 3 years older than me. He was like the first Romeo in my life that I really really liked.
We spent times together having rides, coffee and deep talks. I really did appreciate him so much, and I liked him. He was so nice, I know how much he loved both his mom and sister and he's a family-oriented man.
But I told him I could only offer friendship with him because I have to focus on working on my goals first, focus on building the future I want and he understood that. He flew to Japan to stay there because of work, and he left a bracelet to me, saying he'd come back for it, he'd come back for me.
And then recently, my ex reached out again, out of the blue, I thought I was over her, but that's when I realized I wasn't.
All the lingering feelings and longings came back when I met her once again. And that's also the time I knew I will always choose her...
But then I remember him... He knew that me and my ex got together again and I knew how much that hurt him while he is in Japan...
I decided to leave a farewell message and apologize, and then I completely left him even though there was no "us"
Him and I were more than friends, but also less than lovers. I really did genuinely liked him, I know I was over my ex the time when I met him (but I only thought I was)
I still listen to the song he wrote for me, and I'll always be grateful to have met him... yet he's not mine to love - because the person I'll always choose to love is this woman whom I had before.
Even though this woman was the reason for many of my heartbreaks, I know she's not good for me, yet she still has my heart
I'm sorry, K.
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This is a feeling when one is lonely, you were lonely as she left, you may say you didn't think about her or you healed, but no need to cover it up, you still loved her. As a man came along, you saw this man as your lover since your gf had left, you took him because you were empty inside. As your ex had come back, you left the guy because you know she's the one, and you left bc you were longing for something that had left, when she came back you realized that everything was a mistake, I know that feeling. I hope you're still good, and hope the man understands good luck my friend.
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