Him <3

Ugh. Dont you just hate it when you have such strong emotions for someone but arent to the point in your relationship where you can do or say anything? Its so frustrating. Like I love you and just want to hang out with you all the time, doing whatever, but we are both so busy, you especially. We hug occasionally when we say goodbye, but we both have way stronger feelings for each other than we show. I know at this point we are both looking for more, but relationships take work and effort and time which we dont have enough to give right now. Lately I find myself thinking of you more often than not these days and its killing me. I know that if its meant to be then it will all work out, but Id really rather it work out sooner rather than later. I love you so much and just want to pull you in close and kiss you, to go on all the adventures we talk about, and to love you for the rest of our days, but right now just isnt the time. I miss you so much. I just wish we wernt so busy and the time was right because you are my other half, and Im not ready to walk away from that.