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Day by Day. Night by Night. The darkness of (Censored) is slowly destroying me.
11 months ago · 1 · Stress, +5
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I don't know if the negative experiences and loss of friends, family, and lost future love relationships with someone during covid lockdown. Or as get older in life? These unfortunate events slowly destroyed my soul and lost hope for humanity. Every day and Every night I am consistently thinking about self-deleting or joining the dark side of humanity. However, my job, social events, and hobbies is distracting me from the bad times. But, here is one section where I feel worthless and ashamed. People ask me if I want to be in a relationship. I make up excuses or deflect the question. I trying my best to get my life together and have a solid foundation before being in a committed relationship. But, as I get older and set my life goals. My opinions are limited in dating. In addition, the future suitable partner that I feel calm and relaxed with is in another country or harder to find where I lived. The ones who are in my area or within my circle are too toxic and set high standards that are impossible to reach.
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