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Hey, I'm trying to catch this moment while I have it. Felt this so many times. Trying to keep my demons at bay, but isn't working right now. It's like solving something hardly with ease. I know this feeling too well. When something gets in my head I feel stuck and struggle with it for a while. I'm also developing isolophobia, the fear of being alone. Lately I've been putting music all day, only take breaks when I need it; I like, don't really put much attention to the music like I did before, because I'm trying to have some almost mindless fun. I realize now, that when I'm alone I tend to lose myself more. I get caught up deep into my thoughts and I lose composure. And like a lot of things in life, listening to music all day might come in seasons. I'm a person who has seasons for things. Right now, it feels like I'm trying to make sense. I can explain it by saying my head feels heated and my blood pressure rises. I feel high tension, like I'm dreaming, stressed, overflowed, etc. Probably after saying all this I've learned my lesson, but one thing has been true all along: I can't do this alone. I need people, music, family, stranger love, and more.
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ReplyNo, I think I'm okay. I chat on websites like xat and chatango. But thanks for the comment.
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