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My parents are a******s,
Deceitful people
I come from a conservative background. I hav done everything acording to what my parents wanted.
They shamed me whole my life to not date and marry somebody of their choice. I did that, even when
I tried dating, I was filled with guilt trips and couldn't continue. I have a good job even, but now
my looser parents have no guy to marry me, they are not even looking, and what they bring to me are
complete assholes, like either the man is a drunkard with other bad habits and unstable job, or a
completely very old man,with mediocre looks and bad hygiene, I feel so cheated for whole my life.
I cannot come to terms about how dumb i have been to naively just believe them , and feel so much of guilt
when i even tried some dates with somebody. I just feel so depressed looking at my friends who were smart
enough to get themselves boyfriends or their parents set up them with good age appropriate boys with no alcohol
or drugs problems. I know I can now look for myself a partner, but i can't make peace with the amount of
energy and time I wasted being a good child to my parents. I don't even feel like giving them money out
of my job now, but they are my parents , i can't deny them that, otherwise I am the villian in front of all
relatives, I feel so hopeless how my life has turned out. I wish i could just stop existing. I wish I wasn't
born, then it would have been better. I have cursed myself so much on my stupidity, but the pain does not end.
My whole body keeps paining and getting triggered all day all the time on every small thing now. I hate my life.
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ReplyMake your own decisions. ONLY YOU HAVE YOUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART. Your post proves that other people, even your parents, do not have your best interests at heart. They have THEIR best interests at heart which do not coincide with yours.
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