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I'm so tired of existing.
I hate living.
I hate being here.
I hate everything.
Why is life so tiring?
I've worked so hard to get here.
But for what?
I've only now thought of that.
I don't know what to do.
I don't see a future for myself.
I'm losing hope
Where's the light that's always there?
Every night I'd always be on my bed.
Scrolling on my phone, listening to music.
I feel like shit.
And I fucking hate it.
I hate myself.
Am I overreacting?
Then it must be bad to say this.
But what if I'm just saying what I feel?
I'm confused.
What the hell am I saying.
I wanna cry.
I wanna break down.
I'm already so cracked and used.
All of me is already emptied.
I'm not me.
I'm just a waste of oxygen.
Huh??
I don't get myself.
I'm not really suicidal.
But why the hell am I considering it so many times?
Haha, the moon of the night is so pretty.
The stars, too. How are they always shining so effortlessly?
Even when they die, their name still sounds pretty.
"Dead stars." Will I still be called a star if I died?
Gosh, what are these thoughts.
I'm so tired.
I want to sleep.
I want to rest.
I want to vanish.
Please, erase me.
Remove the story written by this rotting pencil.
Tear off the page and leave no trace.
Make it as if I never existed.
I'm begging you.
I'm so tired of everything.
Will you let me rest?
Please?
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Only use your phone for calls and nothing else and stay off social media for a few weeks and then see how you feel. I am saying this because there is a proven link between phones and social media and suicide.
ReplyHey buddy,I am here for you,You are not overreacting at all....if u feel hurt u r hurt .if u feel empty yes its empty.and its ok....I will not say this shall pass but yeah u will make it out from ur dark hole.I am too trying.....just crawling for now but let's go....we will make it out sure.
ReplyHey, just remember it’s gonna be okay, you have survived so bravely till now and you will continue to do so in the future bcoz nothing can ever stop you, yes you’re tired, that’s okay everyone gets tired at one point of their lives but that doesn’t mean that you’ll want to stop existing, remember the time when you were a young person, the dreams you’ve had, the things you’d want to achieve, listen to me dreams are meant for us to live and until you have achieved every single one of your dream, you have to fight hard, life’s not always about the colours, it’s black and white too, and now you’re going through the black and white phase, that doesn’t mean that you’ll always be in this phase, you have to have faith and belief in yourself bcoz trust me no one can have more faith and belief in you than yourself, love yourself and that’s how you’ll stop feeling tired, this might all seem stupid to you, but remember your dreams when you were little and fight for them! You can do this! You’ve got your own back bcoz you are a very strong person who isn’t afraid of the darkness or the colour! Shine bright!
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