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Not entirely an unsent letter but kind of like one. To make it less obvious names idk may or may not be used and of so fake ones. Anyway you caused me to self harm for the first time in a long time tonight. I hope you're happy. Act like you're a beacon of the community when you may as well have impaled me with a spear. Yeah you hurt me again by treating me like I'm nothing but trash. I don't know but it feels like you and your holier than thou community have teamed up to come against me for some unknown reason I think you've been brain washed you never used to be like this. Yet another human betraying my trust. That's why I will not take my walls down for anyone because of crap like that. This isn't the first time you've hurt me either. I don't know how people like you sleep like my relative. Its like not only you those who brain washed you got it out for me to make me the bad person when I'm innocent completely of wrong doing as it lies with you alone.

But you them and even I can't even say who else seems like they got it out for me. They're simply someone with a good community image who doesn't treat people well out of public view. People like you and your lackees are why I don't trust easily period. Its almost 3 am. And you caused me unnecessary suffering today. I think you frequent this site too is why I won't be specific. If the shoe fits however then you'll know who I am and I hope it convicts every feeling in your being to Make you feel as you have me. Low as dirt for doing absolutely nothing wrong being made out like I'm worthless and less than you. Just because you have a big house doesn't make you a big person. Period. No matter the amount of material things you may have. All I know is I got treated worse than a criminal for something in that I did no wrong doing whatsoever which was your doings NOT MINE. Your lackeees trashed me for it. When the blame and fault all lie on you're shoulders. Yet you can't stand being wrong. You got quiet once being told forgetting a thing you did to my family.

I hope you're happy knowing that I self harmed. I guess I hurt and i cared too much and valued you too much. plus I think you're mentally ill. Goes to show you never know who you can really trust. Certainly not you. Why have your lackees do your dirty work. Whatever you got to say SAY IT TO MY FACE. People like you would make people not want to be religious. I don't know how to cope with these feelings. Maybe its how innocent people in prison feel for a crime they didn't commit. I'm out. Tomorrow is a new day that's all I can say should I live.

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