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Why me? that is a question that I will always reflect the way i am seeing things in my day to day world. I fight fire with fire just so i can be able to survive in this world but the world always has a way to rinse the fire out. I spend all my teenage years getting the education that i needed, never having real friends, and spending my last day in school with no one to celebrate. Everyone was missing each other whilst i was alone not missing one individual or should i say not being missed either. The only last words i got was from my art teacher and English teacher that I will do great things in my life and 'I' believed it . I walked home with my head up high but deep down i hated of how it ended. The friends who I thought were great always turned to foes, the little crushes I had switched to rejection and i mean a LOT! of rejection. This faltered me down I am not going to lie about that but as I started college i thought things would be different but it turned out a lot worse. Once again friends turn to foes, failing a lot in courses, and my crush always pretended he like me but yet use me when his bored. I got myself back up again and learned from my mistakes. I try to get back into track but i keep failing again and again. Now i am in position in my life that i have to give up on my dreams and follow a path that i don't even want to be in. It hurts because why is this always happening to me. I feel selfish of saying that but i have a life too. I want to fulfill it with success, love, wisdom, clarity and safety but there's always something that will destroy this dream of mine. My fire is not there anymore, I am drowning into eternal abyss and i want to get out. I really do. I even pray to God to make a difference but there is still NOTHING!
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ReplyMy attempt will probably be in vain but if you need someone to chat with let me know. I think everyone could use someone to vent with but I'll leave that up to you to decide though.
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ReplyI know that feeling when U are just tired with all the things around you and It keep happening again and again then u just have one question in your mind why me ?
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