Reconnecting with some people is difficult.

I can't simply pretend nothing happened, shrug off the wounds inflicted and "un-see" somebody's true nature. It makes me sick. It's never gone. I've been left behind by the same people that this friend of mine want to enter my life again. I don't want to see them anymore. That's why I decline her invite. I'm not staying where I am not wanted. I don't want a group chat with 30 people to make fun of me, harass and disrespect. I'd rather die than being there again.

It's so sad that she only wanted to check if I'd accept right away... It's a shame. I thought she liked and cared about me.

I'm thinking of changing my phone number for good. I'm not coming back.