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Expressing my feelings. Today has been shit. If its dad now not speaking to me playing victim for his abusive shitty behavior towards me, its mom being untalkable to, or biting your head off being crabby sour bitter. Or turning her TV up to shut you out when you try to talk to her.
Then the dog issues. 3 times today he went beserk. 2 of them was when those Mexicans won't tie their dog every time I took mine for a walk here it came running down the street at us making my dog go beserk trying to get to it. The woman would just go clap clap here boo boo (not its real name) with no attempt to come get it. Oh yes that'll totally make it come back to you 🙄
I don't want my dog to hurt it even though he's small he's aggressive. I guess you can't blame him. His existence has lived through many of our families abusive fights. He was there all the times dad physically assaulted me. Us screaming at top of our lungs at each other. AND DAD WANTS TO PLAY THE FUCKING VICTIM AFTER ALL THE SHIT HES DONE TO ME?! I've never saw a bigger narcissistic sociopathic gas lighter.
Anyway. This time I took doggo he was constantly grrrrrrr ing me scratching my door meaning he wanted to go out. Ok this time people were shooting off loud fire works. He went beserk again barking jerking the leash hard. I know it scared him not his fault. But shit I've had enough for one day. Too much stress and anxiety.
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