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Another bad day. Mom and dad can be so joy emotional and motivation draining. They came back in mess like a mad hornet. Angry because the maintenance guy messed around and did very little of what we needed done like 25 percent. Since I couldn't watch him do his job he half assed it and left. We needed a special type light bulb put in, he did fix the sink, promised to hook the washer dryer up but didn't. So dad took it upon himself to do it. He thought he at least put the cold water hose on but the guy just barely screwed the hose on not tightening it up like it should have been so water kept coming out under the washer. Its a tight space so we couldn't see where it was coming from. Upon tightening the hose with pliers that fixed it. The guy isn't competent or didn't care one. I caught in the parking lot cussing going fkn water gotta go over here. Mom was pissed. We at least got the dryer hooked up. That was dads doings despite the company telling us hooking it ourselves coiid void the warranty. He didn't care his look at it he's paying $100 plus a month its been a week or 2 we've not even been able to use it waiting on maintenance to fix a stripped fitting for the washer hose he lied he still didn't. Mom ranted to the complex office in a message nobody would pick the phone up. They're more worried about moving people in than upkeep.
Funny before we moved in last year they laughed in an interview about backed up work orders for maintenance. Yeah? Its all funny til its your place of dwelling. We didn't ask to come here to begin with they bought our formee landlords slum that it was to fix it up and displaced us. This was the best place despite 3 places to choose from for mom anyway. She was worried about the other places having bed bugs too since a lady told us they were in town at certain buildings. However people wise there's been assholes and Karen's. Bitter sour miserable people. Better living conditions anyway. The other place they bought idk how it wasn't condemned by the city. Idk how it passed inspection outlets with no ground. Dripping water in my room the bathroom. Mold white and black. Roaches mice bats spiders off n on. It was awful we just didn't have money to move out as mom n dad were on drugs to the point they got on heroin. It was a hell house. I'm digressing.
Anyway mom was pissed and dad was drama queen today. He's like "I'm going to need your help" meaning with my meds AGAIN. he literally abuses a whole friggin bottle he gets and has audacity to ask me to help him for the abusive drinks he gets on purposely. Knowing you don't just stop those drug's completely and runs out anyway in 2 weeks time. I don't even know when I can get anymore thanks to my screwed up Dr office so if I can't help myself HOW TF CAN I HELP YOU. I already told him that and he thought that I was being dramatic weirded out he said. No I'm just not idiotic with meds I need unlike you who just abused yours. That's your problem not mine which he makes mine. Yes of course he always tries to bribe me in ways aka manipulation. I gotta get out of this house its killing me emotionally and mentally. mom still needs my help I do quite a bit for her. I'm in serious need of a vacation get away.
Idk if I should write more I just however have had 2 bad days in a row and need peace n rest.
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