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Treacherous Time (Song i wrote to vent my current feelings and emotions)
8 years ago · 0 · Stress, +5
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"Treacherous Time"
Times effect has closed, no more emotions need to be seen or posed, every night feeling like nothing more then a ghost, reading several similiar lack-luster posts, people in the same position as me, but oddly different in the end for reasons nobody but me can see, im in my own position, with my own disfunctional rotation, which has lead me to my unsatisfactory decision, i just want to fade, i want to seperate from everyone and everything, ive lost my goals to learn the guitar and sing, ive lost my goals of never giving up and wanting a family, sadness erodes and erodes over time seemingly, winning and retracing some ones need to self evaluate their personal positions accordingly. Only we can choose our destiny's, and sometimes we need more then other peoples sympothy, past experiences and people put us in our current positions, sometimes destroying our ambition without our permission, leading us to our self breaking down condition. Its Treacherous, just shows how for some people time comepletly shows its irrelevance.
Time is truly treacherous, when it shows that every battle may not be victorious, no matter how hard one tries, or wants, it can all go in vein, nothing before the eyes of life is certain, everything translates in the same tainted brittle fonts that lead to someones greatest pains, being dragged along like frail curtains, that are certain to block out all the true support and light from the outside, and leave only you, to reside, on the inside, of your own misery.
You know somethings wrong when you can go to having it all figured out, to proceding with caution over everything, wanting to pout and start cutting, being afraid and vulnerable, the kind that leads you to a sweet loving nothing, despicable. "Everyone has their moments" some say, "But how can so many people have so many different problems that lead to this severity? Are we lacking complex human componets?" i think, "Okay" i say. Someday, it will get better. Hopefully sooner then later, but how can problems scale so differently from one person to another? Personality and passions seems logical, but that same conclusion seems way to rhetorical, perhaps the envirement in which we were raised? An unlawful expiriment, that gets overlooked and leaves us phased but never praised. "Maybe you are just too emotional" people will say, looking from a heightned different angle persay, "Okay" Ill say, cause as soon as they feel the effect of treacherous time they'll downplay that notion, feeling as though they have made it halfway, when in reality, they have become one of the biggest castaways. Its an experience, one with lots of dominance that truly shows how much that relys on its prominance, but that time feels like infinity, and for some it is, but most grasp back to reality, and cling on to there sanity as a better person for overcoming that catastrophy. Afterall, who else will comfort you better then yourself?
Time is truly treacherous, when things that seem so guiding and obvious, turn into downright mysterious and oblivious, others seem to think that it is hilarious, but in the end they are just delirious. The past can very much affect the present, infact even the future, it can make existing downright unpleasent. But we have to accept and acknowledge our problems, thats how we can find our potential, and that truly allows us to endlessly show our blossoms. its always been that simple, thats the silver lining, thats the glince of a hopeful twinkle thriving and often confounding, sometimes in my case, its with my writing. Anyone can be a hero, you will truly understand that once you hit your own personal zero, but from then on, all your misery and sadness is gone. You have won, by living through that treacherous time voided infinity, but you seen the sun and now have a blessful affinity.
So remeber, time is treacherous, but being truly compassionate, will help people in that endless void become victorious in their own way, their own personal freeway to happiness, that gracefullness that you have witnessed, will always have enphasis on your personal life, in memeory and gratitude, congratulations. For you have just made the biggest difference. <3
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