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He looked tired, nothing new just… antiquated at this point. Nowhere to go, lost, no new ideas, inspirations, ambitions. Just tired…. His physical body is the only thing with life in it. His muscles are still taught and strong from frequent daily use at his gymnasium. Although lost he knows his mind will remain intact so long as his muscles stay strong. Our outward appearance is a reflection of our souls and the state of our mind. He’s turning 30 in a month, and appears to have been wearing out his welcome at his current residence. As he nears the third decade of his life he’s realizing people have a lot less patience with him. Even by those he truly thought were family and in the end it turns out it was his real family that was his only family. Intrusive thoughts plague him throughout his day, needlessly clipping him from the side constantly. Making his head feel heavier than it really was and clouding his sight from the present. He vaguely knew the answers, he grudgingly accepted certain things and he was aware he was wasting time. He wanted no children, and in that decision cared not for a wife. That alienated him from the christian population around him that viewed him as odd. He was tired, but he still got ready and put on his exercise attire. He didn’t have the answers and his sight was foggy, regardless the call to use his body pressed him forward. Whatever may come, whatever he decides, whatever he does, he knows a strong body clears a fogged mind.
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