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Dreamland (MY STORY WITH DEREALIZATION)
7 months ago · · Derealization
Wow, I never felt like I'm dreaming more than now. I know I'm going to wake up and see new rays from an ancient sun. I feel like if I even move I'll lose my delicate mindset. I'm repeating myself in every post I know... You probably have no idea who I am, let's just keep it that way... If you don't know this condition is called derealization, feeling like you're living a dream or inside a movie... doddleoddle explains it really well in her YouTube channel. Basically a feeling of high and afraidness of letting go of a mindset that you built so desperately and which you're so attached to. At least this last line is how I describe it. Being inside of your mind which leads you to be out of it, and losing almost all contact with reality or the outside world. Lastly it feels like being numb and emotionless, like you spent too much trying to fix yourself and this is the price you're paying for not caring for others.