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Sorry for the language.
I don’t swear, I don’t usually see the point. But now, I’m crying. Because I don’t even understand myself anymore much less other people around me. People tpday are messed up. Maybe that’s why I prefer reading, I can pretend it’s an escape, but it never will be, not while I have to go through every day.
I’m so tired. I can’t imagine a future for myself. I wish I could trade lives with someone, a good person who deserves it. I’m not even a really bad person or anything, I just don’t belong anymore. I don’t want to kill myself but sometimes I wish that I could just take a break from it all, but any break I could ever have id just want to extend. I wish I could literally take a bullet for someone, and save their life instead. My only goal of living is to help other people. But I’m too much of a coward to fight in a war or give blood or anything. So instead I write on this website, and read into other peoples stories, and try and figure out why society is so messed up. People at my school probably think I’m off, I shut down friendliness, then tell my family I’m fine and read a list of names of ‘my friends’
I don’t know when this is going to end, or whether I’ll just live my life in the pattern of joyful, miserable, joyful, miserable.
I hope that if your reading this, then you are happier than me, I’m 12 and feel like this will never end. Soo good luck in life stranger 👍
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ReplyLife can toss us in many directions, but you know you have a lot of potential to live for at your age. Given you live to help others, I'm sure you'll find your way. Back at you — good luck.
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