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So I guess again since dads the one causing the problems here mom would rather STILL YET turn around and make me the enemy, the bad guy callously. Yes I'm pissed off if people understood the amount of bullshit I have to go through here they'd feel the same. Yeah ok I'm angry he blasts music when I got literally 3 hours sleep , he's plotting to get drunk again , but you know IM THE ENEMY THE ONE WHO CAUSES AKL THE PROBLEMS HERE HUH!? NO IM FUCKING NOT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE B WORD TO ME MOTHER. I CALL HER OUT IN TREATING ME LIKE SHIT SHE CAN'T STAND THE TRUTH.
I've had to babysit that drunken toddler of a man the last 2 days mom's like nobody said you had to. That's fucking bullshit. Had I not he'd have sliced his guys open passing out with a sharp knife in his hand and almost spilling hot coffee on him. I have to make sure he don't burn the place down. On top of shop for groceries she's like nobody said you have to do nothing. Well about all she does is stay mesmerized by the TV and stay on her room I'm the one who does most everything here and she invalidates me with unappreciation.
She also cant comprehend the fact you can't just stop my medication suddenly (it has warning labels can cause seizures suddenly stopping etc) she only would if you jerked her pills for opiate abuse away (Suboxone unrelated to my meds but still bad withdrawal) because I've been getting a lot of b s from my Dr office too and I didn't do anything wrong they are the one who decided to move,
My dr tell me with their own words before they move
"oh they take most insurances if they don't well we'll just have to make them try"
Ok. then upon transferring my records to them I call them and they say "oh we don't accept your insurance here" ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐๐ I tell them what my Dr said the receptionists act like I'm an idiot smh. I've actually been treated like a 2nd class citizen by them. They operate under guise of religion. If you got insurance (which I do they won't accept) you're the best person in the world otherwise you're like an undesirable to them. I've been treated like shit 2 or 3 times by them NO FAULT OF MY OWN. They even went so far as tell me "well being referred won't get you in any faster". Stupid bitch that was uncalled for.
Mom invalidates being a bitch I hate to say me making me the enemy when I literally do everything here. I hate this fucking place they're both mentally ill. Nothing I do is validated or good enough for her apparently. Maybe one day she'll understand how this feels.
You cuss him for disturbing you at 4 and 6 am oh but you know IM THE ONE WHO KS WRONG HERE, THE ONE WHO DON'T BOTHER ANYBODY ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ FINE YOU GO TO THE FUCKING STORE WALK THE DOG (she literally can't do much cuz she has a bad leg but still invalidates the good I do). I really hate you people how you treat me. If nobody has to do anything funny you all sure guzzle that tea pot with bottled water for coffee and we're near out of but oh no nobody has to do nothing huh. I'm sick of being invalidated treated like shit here. Yes I called her on her cigarette addiction she lit one after another I go you just smoked, she goes it was just a piece of one, I go that's just an excuse. Well don't fucking piss me off invalidate me fall good I do and treat me like shit. I'm som fucking sick of this shit.
I'm so sick of it raining bullshit I give up fml
Funny when I'm down LITERALLY NOBODY WILL ENCOURAGE ME YET I ENCOURAGE LOTS I SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN WOKE UP I hate this fuckin place. The good I do gets invalidated what's the fuckin point. Nobody understands me this is why people suicide BUT IM OK MOM DON'T MIND ME and every other family member I have. I got one parent getting sloppy drunk, the other coming against me. Like I'm the problem. Why should I even bother anymore :(
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