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I had a dream I was hanging out with two boys older than me the younger one was Justin (18) and the older one was Michael (19),I didn't know who they were I've never seen them before but in the dream it felt like I already did. I was sitting in a staking park with them and I was sitting next to Justin on the left and Michael was on the right sitting next to Justin, Justin started getting touchy with me and I didn't like it.
Justin started to grope me and unbutton my pants and slide his hand in. I was so scared I didn't want to make a scene I tried looking Michael but he was turned away talking to someone, maybe he thought I wanted this but I didn't. Then a older man should up and told Justin, "Hey stop that or I'm telling your father!" And Justin stopped but he still saw it as a joke and told me to fix myself as he kissed my neck and the man walked away. I hated it.
Then the whole scene changed where I suddenly remember Michael told me I could come over his house tonight and the front door will be unlocked. So I grabbed a video game I bought for him and went to his house, I showed up pretty late because I fell asleep but I still went to his house to see if he was still awake or not. I entered his house and closed it locking it before walking to the living room and seeing his dad and two daughters (7-8) on the couch with him.
I walked up to him asking if Michael was asleep and he nodded he reeked of alcohol, I was disappointed that Michael was sleeping but I asked if I could leave the gift for him and he nodded before standing up and walking up his girls telling them to go upstairs. They did just that I looked away from him for two seconds to see what they were watching on the TV before I felt him walk up to me and pulled the collar on my muscle shirt down showing my chest more. I looked up at him shocked before I was pinned to the ground with him above me, he tried ripping my pants off but I was moving so much he started ripping my shirt apart. I eventually kicked him and ran to the door and tried opening it but forgot it was locked and when I was unlocking it I was pulled from my wrist.
It was him he pulled me so hard I fell to the ground and he started touching me all over again before I reached for the door knob unlocking it quickly, I kicked him off then opened the door and ran. I ran but I had an feeling that I was being followed cause I headed footsteps that sounded like bombs. I looked back and there he was chasing me around the neighborhood, every corner I turned he was there. I eventually lost him by hiding behind a small blue shed with a big bush near it. I was crying so much I couldn't stop the tears I was so exhausted I fell asleep in the bush.
I woke up wiping my dry tears and saw a bunch of women around the shed too but it looked like they were hiding from something or someone. I got up and asked them why are they hiding but they didn't answer, I peeked from the shed and there he was walking down the street smiling as if nothing happened. I turned to them and asked politely, "Did he..try raping you guys too or sexually assaulted you?" They stayed silent looking down in shame and somewhat embarrassment. I dropped to my knees looking down at the floor and mumbled out, "He tried raping me last night.." They looked down at me with sorry faces and even some squatting down to comfort me.
I cried into a ladies chest that held me like a mother does to their children, I cried so hard my whole body felt hot and then I woke up. I was still shaken up by it so I texted my boyfriend trying to get my mind off of it but must've know something was wrong so he asked me if I was okay, I said I was fine but he didn't buy it so he asked me again. I told him about the dream and he said that he's sorry it happened to me in my dream, he promised me he'll never let that happen to me. He knows I've been sexually assaulted multiple times and nearly raped before it's nothing new to me and if it did happen again I think I would've just dealt with it, but him telling me he'll never let it happen to me again was so heartwarming.. I love my boyfriend.
But the more I think about the dream it was more of a nightmare.
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