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I’m 31 years old. My period got delayed 4 days and I found out I’m pregnant after taking the test. My last day of period was 21 June. I was with my boyfriend on 29 June. We were cautious but somehow still got pregnant. In medical term considered 1 month pregnancy, but I think actually pregnant like 1 week. We are not in situation to keep the baby. I’m sad it has to be this way. I feel like it’s gonna be a bad karma for doing this but I feel like I can’t provide good life because mentally and physically and emotionally I’m not ready to be a mom. The timing is not right because I’m not financially stable, a lot going on I’m my career and and society here won’t accept and we won’t be supported by families. But deep down I feel like I’m a terrible person for choosing to do this. I feel sad and guilty and I’m being so hard on myself for not being cautious enough. I believe in spiritual world and I feel like I’m gonna hurt this soul. They say it’s early and still clump of cell. I have been crying and I can’t talk about this to my family. I feel guilty and sad. I’m so so so sorry. I will be a better person….
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Hey it's completely ok ..you did your best to think about the future of the child and decided that giving birth and ruining a life isn't ok if you aren't in the situation to look after someone whether it's mentally, physically or financially. i also had a similar situation and you aren't guilty, believe me you'll realise this in few years. Smile :)
ReplyHeyy, thank you for your comforting reply. I really appreciate it alot. I went to see Dr today to do ultrasound. Dr said the pregnancy is way too early because he couldn’t find any sacs formed in the uterus or probably fertilised egg haven’t implant but start producing the HCG hormone. That could be the reason why urine test was positive. He could only see like blot clot in the ultrasound. He also mentioned that maybe it’s just chemical pregnancy.
ReplyI get it u feel guilty for what u have done but it's better then ruining his/her life if u can't raise or be there at a particular situation in your life
ReplyDear stranger, thank for your comforting response. Yeah I would like to give my best version when Im fully prepared to be a mother someday :)
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