the things I wish you knew

I still think about you.

I still talk about you.

I still cry about you.

But what I do most;

I still learn from you.

You were the end of a beginning, a beginning with myself, except that didn't erase your loss, it just accompanied me. In my case, I couldn't find a replacement, didn't want to tho, I kept searching within. When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside, wondering what would actually be inside your mind.

I guess you had it easier. Or didn't you?

Did you have it easier? was it easier to love someone else that quickly, I want to think not, but I guess I´ll never know, at least not for now.