Does he love me?

Does he love me,

Or is he lying to me again?

Does he love me,

Or am I just falling into his trap?

Does he love me,

Or is he under the illusion he does?

Does he love me,

Or am I searching for something that was in the past?

Does he love me,

Or do I just want him to?

Does he love me,

Or am I just doing whatever I can to fool myself?

Does he love me,

Or can I just not let go?

Does he love me,

Or does he just benefit from it?

Does he love me,

Or does he just not love anyone else?

Does he love me,

Or is he just selfish?

Does he love me,

Or am I just a placeholder?

Does he love me,

Or does he love the intimacy we share?

Does he love me,

Or is it over already?

Does he love me,

Or am I living a nightmare masked as a dream?

Does he love me,

Or should I face reality?

Does he love me,

Or does he just miss my form?

Does he love me,

Or is he so numb that he doesn't care?

Does he love me,

Or am I just being used again?

Does he love me,

Or is it just because we had history?

Does he love me,

Or does he just not know anyone else who would go this for him?

Does he love me,

Or he's just acting?

Does he love me,

Or does he just want to have some fun?

Does he love me,

Or am I just being played again?

Does he love me,

Or does he love all girls?

Does he love me,

For me?

It doesn't matter if it does or doesn't, does it?

What matters is I love him and I love myself. What matters is I can't let myself be consumed in this false hope and face the hard truth. What matters is I have to let go because I already know, he's not the one. So quit waiting, hoping, loving. Quit it all and believe in yourself, your destiny and the God you adore so much. Believe that there's something out there, for you and yourself.

Stand above it all, and be stronger than you already are. If there's anyone who can do it, its you.