The end

It’s so hard for me to say this but it’s over and I felt it for a month. Something was wrong in our relationship. I’ve had a pretty tough year and he was there for me at all times but then he changed and I didn’t know how , from the person I loved the most he became my bully and for a whole month I didn’t feel loved at all. But I had hope and let it slide. I couldn’t make myself break up with him so he broke up with me 5 days ago I cried and cried and I can’t see how can this get any better. But In a long run he just saw me as a pretty face with a nice body and nothing more. He didn’t see the future but I was hoping I can show him I was actually smart I mean I do go to one of the top schools in my country. But no matter how hard you try you can not show a person something they just refuse to see. It was hard but now I accepted the truth, the person who really loves you doesn’t treat you like shįt. For few days after he broke up with me we still stayed in touch he was wore then in the relationship telling me things to do and if I completed them he would rethink his decision of breaking up and we would potentially be a couple again. I a fool did those things but still he had more requests. He blocked me on Instagram but didn’t on what’s up or viber so he was still communicating with me. It was worse because at least before I had a status of a girlfriend now I just felt like loser, but I loved him so it was hard for me to expect his behavior as problematic. He even said he would come for sex ( I’m 17 and about to go to my senior year) and if it was good he might rethink his decision and I almost agreed. Yesterday day we actually had a long conversation so I was hopeful but now as I think about it the conversation was actually very toxic. But today when he called he was cold again and that is when I’ve had enough. I know that I needed to cut all contact. It was hard but I blocked him everywhere and deleted his number. Now I am in pain again so I was hoping for some encouragement here. Because I really need some kind of support. I am afraid I would never love someone like him.