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Hello, I am going to write the following in Spanish, use google translator and whatever comes out.
I don't know if I can take it when my mom goes to the other world. I'll stay alone with my brother, who didn't even speak. My dog will die too. All that if I don't die first. I had to go through the separation of my parents. I had to go through sexual abuse. I am all the time and constantly dealing with stress. Not knowing what to do is eating me up inside. In one day, this post will be forgotten. I have a dream, a dream of love and peace. A dream that includes everyone. You know what I think? I really believe that we can achieve an end to death, disease and problems in the world. I really don't know what that world looks like or how to reach it. But imagine having it all and sharing it with the world. I am a person who likes the world of John Lennon. Loss, pain and stress; How can I get over feeling like every day I have nothing to do? And yes, I'm sure there are people out there who already have it all, but they don't share it; or people who have friends, and go out to have fun when I don't have one and my brain is melting from being locked up so much. I am not a person who exercises, sometimes I socialize in chats and stuff, I listen to music if I feel like it, sometimes I suddenly feel good and other times I feel bad, also empty, but everything is kind of subjective. I call my life “home life”. This is just a page from a book and I haven't said anything different, isn't that ridiculous? Sometimes I try to help other people with their posts, so if you read this I would like you to help me too. Just tell me how to deal with all this, I need tangible things, I need advice for home life, I need to feel alive, I need to know how to deal with the loss of loved ones when it comes, the pain and daily stress. I am 27 years old, it is not much, but I feel that I lived a lot. I have never been in a relationship, I have no friends, I only have my mom, my middle brother, my dog, strangers on the internet and chats and entertainment.
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Think of a sport you like and go join a team. You could make friends that way. I live alone with my dog and the only people I have in my life are my son who has a nasty side to him and my brother who lives in another state and I talk to occasionally on the phone. Other than them there are acquaintances to whom I talk with if I see them when I go to the shops. There is one woman who works in a small kiosk at the shops and she is 27 like you and she and I have quite long chats. Others are a woman who works in a chemist, one in the post office, and three on the checkout at the supermarket. I see these most of the time and others are people who are shopping like me who I only occasionally see. So, try chatting to people you see at the shops and when you go there you will have people to talk to and you might even make one or more friends. Another way I have made friends is when I go on the bus. I have made a few friends and acquaintances on the bus in the past especially when the same people are on the bus most of the time.
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