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This is a love letter that I’ll never send.
It’s the second part of a letter, the first half already in your possession.
I held back my other feelings in the first part, not wanting to burden you.
But this, this is for me.
I love you.
I think I always have, and truthfully always will.
I’m not giving this half to you, because I can’t,
I don’t think I can bring myself to see your reaction if you ever read it,
Or to be rejected if you didn’t feel the same,
Or to have you feel the same, what then?
What if we gave it a go and it didn’t work out and I lost you forever?
Or you did like me back once, but not anymore?
Or we both like each other at the same time but we still can’t be,
For whatever reason?
I can’t break your heart.
And I don’t want you to break mine.
So, instead I settle for breaking my own.
I’ll watch from the sidelines as you fall in love and meet new people,
And I’ll do the same.
But always comparing them to you,
Always knowing that they may be perfect, but they’ll never be you.
And how could they? You’re perfect.
Well that’s not true, you have faults,
And they piss me off so.
But I can’t help but love you still,
Not despite of, but because of.
I never thought that my first love would be unrequited,
One-sided.
It’s Hell.
Everything aches,
I think about you all the time,
I think about what we could be,
I think about how it would feel to love you,
To be loved by you.
And it aches.
And honestly, I think it always will.
But it’s worth it.
It’s all worth it,
To be in your life,
To be loved as a friend by you,
To get to love you,
Even if you don’t know it.
So for now, and for always,
I’ll just love you from afar.
Thank you,
With all the love in the world,
Your secret admirer.
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Aww sad. I feel like you should give it a go and send this. I can feel your feelings through your post, so why not? what is there to loose? At least you won't live with regrets if you do
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