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I get a gloomy feeling sometimes that my mom is going to die, and I know she will, I mean, I don't take anything for granted, maybe I'll go sooner; but it's normal or natural that parents go before their children. All I do is fake a smile because I want to enjoy her while I have her, and I'm somehow in disbelief that she's going to die even though deep inside I know she will. Also I hate the dark when I'm alone, right now I'm in the perfect schedule to be awake when everyone else is asleep, and it's cold and I don't want to be alone. Death is all I can think of right now, others and my own. I wonder why do we come to this life expecting to enjoy the most at first only to realize how unforgiving it is after. If anyone here has any experiences with grief or loneliness I would like to hear how you escape from it. Thank you for reading.
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Facing death, either our own or a loved one's is a difficult thing to do. It's scary and unknown! However, don't allow the worry of the future take away your joy from today. Send your mom a nice card or flowers, call her and tell her how much she means to you, schedule a day trip together. Or any other ideas you have. Show her how much she means to you and appreciate the time you get to spend together :)
You could also explore faith if you currently don't have any. The hope of a beautiful afterlife, something to look forward to after death gives hope to a lot of people. With this view, death isn't the end but only a transition to the beginning.
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