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Back in summer of 2021 I met a boy, he was my first love. I went to sleep every single night thinking about him, texting, calling. I felt as if he was the only one that ever understood me and saw me for who I truly am (i'm a trans gay man and he's a cis queer man). He doesn't know this, but he's the reason I had been clean for 2 years. He isn't in my life anymore. It's August now and he decided to break up with me on November 2022. There have been so many sleepless nights since then. From July '21 to November '22 we would talk every single day non stop, but then we didn't, everything ended. I didn't know how to deal with it, I cried and cried for hours to go but he will never know. He doesn't care about me, about how I feel, about how much he broke me. He'll never understand the pain I went through after he decided to end it with me. "Regretted everything we did" he said... How am I supposed to be okay with myself after knowing that the only man I ever truly loved regretted everything we did. I've met many people who were interested in me since November but none of them is him. He'll always be my first love, but I'll never be his. I still love him to this day even though I'd not run back to this relationship. He's a new person now, he's changed, but somehow he still makes me feel the same when we talk. How will I ever recover from this?
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Write a list of every bad thing about him that you can think of including that he said he regretted everything you and he did. Then, when you miss him read it and remind yourself of what a not so nice person he is. You will get over him. It is important that you don't compare him to anyone else who you meet.
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