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If you asked me how I feel about her I'd say I don't feel a single emotion. Ruined my childhood. She new my weaknesses. One of them is my father so she deprived me of him. I had to fight her for a single phone call per week that lasted 2 minutes. I could see him 3 times during the year. She emotionally and physically abused me. Mostly emotionally. The person who was supposed to bring me to this world and protect me. I fought so me and my younger brothers could be with my dad. I was only 10 years old. I resisted on everything she did and she couldn't believe that I could be so strong at my age. Every court would give her custody cause if she didn't do any drugs or wasn't a prostitute then it's all good. I had a voice and hence I was the black sheep.
Now 7 years later I'm with my father. We made it. I told him I won't have any residue from that situation but turns out I lack self esteem, self love and confidence. I'm working on it. So many fathers that can't reach out to their kids. So many mothers that raise their children to hate their dad feeding them lies for no reason.
Sadly those "mothers " exist too. It's a miracle that I made it and I pray for all these children that have to endure something like that.
Yes sometimes I wish my mother was nice and loved me and hugged me and kissed me to sleep. I'm grateful for my father that tried to be both. He is my hero.
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