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I can't stop thinking. Thinking about my failures , flaws , insecurities, setbacks and embarassing moments. I wish I was just like all other kids . Why do insults affect us more than compliments. I feel sad but I don't wanna pity on myself. I feel like many people already do pity me . I wish I was grateful for all the things I had and stopped changing myself. I wish I had a new identity and go to somewhere no one knew me . I wish I could kill my young me . It's been 2 days and all these thoughts keep on coming to my mind ; I feel so sad :(
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I feel that. I feel the same way. I also know that its a blessing and a curse, I hold myself to higher standards to all the good I have, it doesn't have too much of an impact on the way I feel. There is a way to die to your old self, its through baptism in Jesus Christ. Life changes in his name.
ReplyAll other kids and even adults think about failures, flaws, insecurities, setbacks, etc.
I think it stems from not having great bond with yourself. When you do have great bond, you realize those things dont matter because how great you are. Those things are viewed as a mistake and not something permanent
ReplyWhen you said it's been 2 days and all these thoughts keep on coming to my mind, I felt that. I had multiple mental breakdowns, the max amount of days I've had one was 5 days. Lately, I've been staying away from it; still recall my last mental breakdown, but didn't have one in a while. What really helped me is venting all my stress to my mom, she helped me big time. She gave me motivation to enjoy things again. Other thing that helps is staying busy whenever you need to, like listening to music or watching videos. Far that point I can't give advice, I have no friends. Knowing my history of screw ups I won't try to convince you that life is all pretty things. It helps talking to someone, staying busy, having a mindset, etc. Many factors. And kids are very insecure. I want you to know that I'm a down to Earth person, and I know you are feeling sad now.
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