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So I've been in relationship for 3 years lately he haded to live far away from me and it's been a year that we didn't see each other again i also got a job in other contry far away then him it's impossible to meet because we are busy with our Career , yet i still can make time to call him and talk to him but not him he can talk to me for days saying that their's study and work them taking care of himself so its a lot to deal with I've tried a lot to understand him and be patient but lately I've lost control finded him getting close to people and saying that he has to because o studies but there's a specific girl that commented once hes picture with 🤩 he told me she's already in relationship first of all and just a friend of school only project and school that makes me contact here but later i started to find pictures that he didn't show me every events in school they are always standing together or seating together funny thing is that he's my first love i knowed him when i was 23 and now i'm 28 we used to be bestfriends so he didn't like the fact that i don't trust him so he finished the relationship but still a part of my life because he was the first person that i hug and get intimate wit but still virgin because i want to be sure that he's the one that I'm gonna be with for the rest of life i tried to explain to him that he doesn't give me time and attention and i don't see sacrifices or efforts about us anymore he keeps saying i have work and study.... i cant lose my time talking to you I'm like you are en ligne all time but he didn't agree with me because he works with he's phone and computer all time for the calls it's only once or or twice in a month for me I've had a lot of persons interested in me but i don't see no one besides him my heart already choosen him and I'm mad at my self because i think i deserve better even him used to ask me why i love him because I'm better but i don't care i just love him for who he used to be before but now there's only anger and madness inside me keeps saying u deserve better u know that because of him i started ooverthink alot and I'm not happy anymore since the day he left to europ everything changed i mean his words for me him special , i also left for work but it didn't change anything but i was more sur that i love him more because every time I've been working and living the best life all i wished if he was here enjoying those moments together i cried so many nights ididn't care about the prestige that I'm leaving in and working in my dream job i didn't even enjoy discovering every months new destination those 3 days he know i was sick he told me before he's a lot busy but still not asked about me not even a hy from him I'm just disappointed of myself for loving hin and still keeping him as a best friend he didn't care less about me being sick or still a live 3 days so I didn't talk no word from me this time im done .
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