I need advice please

I'm 25. I got into arrange marriage for my parents 6 months back in dec 2022. The guy and my family had common relatives and we were told how good their family was.

Apparently, the guy was 110kg and not very decent looking. I didn't have much problem with his looks or his weight.

Things started to change every day. I can't explain but his entire family made me feel significant everyday. I was constantly reminded how lucky I was to be with them and that I should stop contacting my family to speak on call. I love my parents and had to speak in secret so they wouldn't scream.

His mom made me do everything since the day of marriage. She even made me sweep toilet floors and wash my husband's underwear. It was disgusting. I did everything and it still wasn't enough. The only thing she did was cook a little and then when my husband came, she would be the victim of how I make her do everything.

I was living with my husband, his mom & dad and brother.

Honestly I hated them but for the sake of my parents, I kept taking their disrespect everyday. It was only my husband and his mom, and after a month it was his dad and brother too. They started cussing me often and very narcissistic abuse to be exact. Emotional abuse then one day became physical. And that day, i called dad and begged to take me away.

He did. And they are powerful people, doing everything they can to insult us. Its been 2 months since I ran. But I'm stuck. We don't have enough money or evidence to take things legally. Sometimes I feel suicide would be much easier. It sucks but I got no evidence and they would do everything to harm me and my family.

Please help. I need genuine advice.