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I want to say something anything to ease my pain. All my pain and stress arise because I am unable to say it. I haven't done anything wrong but I am always looked at as a culprit. I don't waste my time but since I don't say it to the people or defend myself or even juat say anything I look like a fool and idiot. People like happy talkative person to whom they would talk and not feel as Thiugh they are talking to a wall. I am a wall though. I am being wronged by them yet I can't say or question them cause I don't know how to do that lightly. I take everything to heart and am Serious about everything. While I also don't try to get praised. Then they come to tell me I am wasting my time or sitting around doing nothing when it was them who said I shouldn't do it. Even the I try to look for somethings to do. I want to say I am not the one at fault you are. But how can I do that. I am not sure. J hate being a human. I am bad with the interaction. I am trying but everyone in the one tells me how they are disappointed. They say that cause I am not showing any reactions therefore I am not acknowledgeing them. While the truth is I am. I jsut don't know how to say it.
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Just hold it on like you did till now as some day someone will surely come to help you out , to give you solace and to be just the one who need .
you are complete in yourself , dont seek validations from any one else .
ReplyAll this time I thought I would get a good friend whom I can trust and who have no issues with me but eventually all turned out to be backstabbers or left me out and now I am at a stage that even if someone comes I become defensive and leave them first before they leave me - it's like I just find excuses to leave them .
ReplyMake a routine, start physical activities and just trust the process. In a span on 1 week, you will be able to prioritize yourself and your goals above everyone else.
ReplyI tried that for 2 months but things didn't get to seem like moving - just stuck - let it be physically or mentally
ReplyI have been there or should I am still there. I have taken my time away from people now. I am continuously setting goals that I am bad at if it succeed great if not I am making smaller goal to at least learn something out of it
ReplyThats a great idea. Trying it out.
ReplyI tried downloading bumble today in fact downloaded and kept on bff mode and swiped on few people whom I felt could be my friends but then when they started liking me back I deleted my account because of the HORROR of speaking to them and what if they do the same things my friends did to me (backstab)?
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