rip homie (last memories)

may 25 the day you left,

i'm still sitting in my room,

crying over the shit you left.

exactly 3 months and I still can't forget.

i text you as if you were still here.

telling you about my day, waiting for a text back.

I want you to tell me not to give up the way you used to.

I want you to hug me and tell me that everything will be just fine.

I want you to dance with me at night the way we always did. Just us.

staying away from drugs yet we still act as if we're high.

late Micky D's and going outside in the rain.

you telling me how you still miss your ex.

me telling you i'm over my ex boyfriend.

telling you he treated me like shit throughout the relationship but I stayed because I just wanted someone to love me.

me telling you I loved someone else but the guy was talking with another girl.

you telling me I shouldn't have deserved any of that.

you telling me you'd fuck me if you were a guy (weirdo)

you telling me that you love me more than anyone.

you telling me that you'd name your kid after me.

you telling me you hate your parents because they were abusive.

you telling me you'd live with me.

you telling me you want to run away from home and I should join.

you telling me that you're going on a late night drive.

but you didn't tell me that was the last time I was gonna see you.